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November 21st, 2005 @ 10:33 pm



I've officially changed journals. My new journal is aeroplaneashes. I probably won't be adding any more people, but I needed to make a public post, to acknowledge my move haha.


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I cannot stop listening to this song...  

November 10th, 2005 @ 6:41 am



So teach me of trust or treachery;
Or maybe hypocracy.
And I'll teach you a lesson.
About a fragile state of being
Of a bound and bleeding heart.

And now I need this...
Please, Please just say anything.
Everyone's fake.
Everything is fake.
Everything is fake.

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I hope they're happy, I really do...  

November 6th, 2005 @ 10:10 pm






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Friday night! I went to the Thin Dark Line show. Bryan is SUCH A HOTTIE now. Seriously! He seriously looks so cute. It's like awww, Bryan! hahaha. The show was awesome! Bryan pulled me up on stage to sing Powers of Ten!

Saturday! I got my permit, and went driving for the first time! It was also me and Ryan's two month anniversary! YAY!

Sunday! I got my homecoming dress. It's purple. I got the shoes to go with it.

My Party! Is way more trouble than it's worth I swear. I have an idea though. It'll cost me more, but it'll solve everything.

Grades! Well I can stop stressing, because I did pretty good this quarter. I know I could have done better, and I will next quarter like I always do. I GOT A B in ENGLISH!!

Classes! Yea, so I might need 8.5 credits next year. Which just ISN'T possible. So I have to fix that, somehow, and I can't even take AP Psych! (That was my only elective!)

AP Calc I
AP Calc II
AP Econ
AP British Lit
AP Spanish V
AP Bio
Music Tech
Women's Chorus
Health (Half Credit)

College! Gonna run track now, volunteer, and tutor. I need a nice resume. I know that I want to major in Public Relations and minor is Information Tech, or Web Design. I want to go to NYU or Penn State, but stay in MD @ Towson U for a year. Reason for the 8.5 credits is because NYU recommends 3  years of foriegn language.


Friday! Hanging out with (younger) Adam. We're gonna make Turkeys! Hahah BFFs! :-p

Saturday! Homecoming and TDL & DOY show at SJH. I dunno how I'm gonna pull off going to both haha.

Next Friday! Going to see Harry Potter with Adam. Yay! HP!!!

Next Saturday! Big show at St. John's Hamilton with The Hint and ATL.


I have no clue what I want for Christmas. Someone give me suggestions, please! I don't want an MP3 player. I know what little things I want but not big things.

Blank CDs
Picture Frames
Christmas Cards!
Mix CDs

Yea, I think I'll just get money from my 'rents. I don't really have anything I want. Maybe a Sims 2 Expansion Pack. (University or Night Life?)

I'm reall excited for Christmas, and snow. I don't really know why. Just like right now I'm loving the falling leaves. I think they're so pretty. I want to watch a bunch of Christmas movies!


I feel... so wierd. All the time. I hate it. It's because I'm stressed out. Over stupid, unimportant shit. But I'm still stressed. Whatever. I used to think i was so selfish for feeling stressed about stupid shit, but at the end of Perks of Being a Wallflower Charlie says I know that kids are starving, and thats horrible, but I still feel bad, that doesn't make me feel any better. No matter what it won't make me feel better, I just have to wait to feel better.

Reading. I read alot now. I don't spend that much time on the computer anymore really. Nothing to do. I sleep alot too. I don't do anything. I look up colleges, and get info sent, and I'm on collegeboard.com & careeroutlookguide.com everyday. It's pitiful. Ahhh, well....


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We accept the love we think we deserve...  

November 3rd, 2005 @ 10:48 pm




A Person, A Paper, A Promise

by Dr. Earl Reum

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem.
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

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My name is Christine. I'm fifteen years old. I wish I was older. I'm a junior at Patapsco High School. I have horrible taste in music, and slightly better taste in movies. I'm a mall rat and a scene kid and lj whore and a computer nerd.

I like to quote lines from Fight Club and Garden State, and I know all the words to every pop punk emo song. I like to pretend I'm deep and an intellectual. At times I'm cynical and sarcastic, and I have the new found ability to tell you off if you tick me off. I can go days without turning on my tv. I love curling up to a good book, or watching a nice indie movie.

I've been to more shows this past summer than you'll go to in your entire life, and I've heard of more random emo bands than you have. I'm good at faking and bad at lying. "I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen reveals a failure everyday."

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